Holding On Part II

Holding on is such a tricky, tricky field to play in.. It can cause severe damage and a hell lot of pain. But it's the sanest place to be right now.. The only stable ground so I give, I concede. Allow me to stay here, rest myself (and my bruised, bruised heart) and relax a bit.. Something I ought to do more but when you've stuff you've never felt before happen to you.. Resting just isn't an option.

Holding on. Yea. Maybe it is a good plan. Let's just hope it's a plan that won't hurt me.. as much. Aaaaahh. The feeling of free falling. Bliss.

Yeeowuch.

Prayers have been answered, dots have been connected, heaven has opened up.. but well, I guess it's just not written in the stars. Hmmmm. But who knows.

I sure as hell don't.