Tuesday, May 01, 2007

End of April

You'll know it's time to let go when you don't anymore know what (and why) it was you were holding onto in the first place. Moreso if what you were desperately clinging onto asks nothing more but to be let go of.. It may hurt like hell but that's all you can really do.

And then you say Good-bye.

2 Comments:

Jess said...

Maybe some it is about the 'where'. The place that was home for you has changed; and its harder to see your place there.

Keep your chin up Miss Ces. You're a golden girl,

9:53 AM  
ces said...

I am leaving it all behind. Hurt doesn't even cut it anymore. I'm trying to pull myself together but the pain is just.. bad. I can't believe my story could have gone this way but then again, I know this is all just temporary. God knows how best to take care of me and I know He will take me out of the darkness.. In His own time.

So right now, after having been so tough all these years, after fighting so hard for everything and everyone I've ever cared about, I think I've earned the right to be weak this time.

I just want to stop for a while. Cause the pain has fogged up my vision and I might just find myself more lost than I already am.

Thank you though, for being there. You have no idea how much all this means to me. Thank you for your friendship. I love you Jess.

1:16 PM  

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